When i came out if the hotel with the room key and saw You in Your van, my heart completely skipped a beat. Knowing You were there and so close to being with You.
Waiting in the room for You to come up was torture. It felt like hours though only a few minutes. You may have noticed my odd nervousness in the first kiss. No idea where that came from. Why? After being with You already. Why this time was i nervous again.
Regained composure and Mistress, You took control as You always do. The feel of Your hands on my shoulders and back. Slowly and lovingly caressing my spine. Your body so close to mine.
Then ... Strip You instructed. And sit on the chair. Watching You slowly cut the strips of material. Deciding which to use. Continually pushing my hands in place as they naturally rose up to caress You. Tying me down.
Not tight enough that i couldn't move. But that was so much better. Because it required my total submission. Breaking free could be down easily. To not, it would require willing myself over. Which i did. And even though i could see through the flimsy blindfold, i gave myself over on another way. i decided to keep my eyes closed shut tight. To be Yours. And feel every sensation. Which was, in an inadequate word, amazing. Wondering what you were tracing my body with - lipstick? A roller? Your teasing my every inch. Little licks and nibbles here and there. Waiting to feel Your breath so i could push forward and get a taste of Your lips. The feel of the lubricant on my hard cock as You let it drizzle down me. The familiar sound of latex gloves being snapped on. Wondering in a panicked moment if it would hurt when You slid Your finger in me. Relaxing into it. Knowing if i relaxed too much, it would make it harder not to cum.
Then to the bed. Teasing me more. Hoping for the feel of Your wetness and You wrapped around me.
When You entered me the second time, it was even better then the first. i so wish i could have contained myself for longer. The orgasm, heightened by Your instruction not to cum, knowing You were right over top of me, enjoying Your teasing and it's effect on me ... That orgasm was the best i have ever had. Truly. As evidenced by my very hard ejaculation.
Then Your taste. As You positioned Yourself over top of me. Straddled my face. Moments of breathlessness as i was lost in Your womanhood. The feel of Your body shuddering in orgasm. Wanting more.
The moments of enjoying time with You in my arms, chatting and laughing, in betweeen You sliding on top of me and feeling Your wetness and Your body and the shudders of orgasms ... Heavenly. Divine. Moments of bliss.
And yes, the spooning. :) there were moments i could have fallen asleep with You in my arms. Would that i could and maybe someday ...
How do i sum up such an amazing afternoon? i can't. i don't want to. i would rather hold on to the memory and the beauty of it all. Something to daydream about and drift asleep to. Something to wake up to and cherish.
Thank You my Goddess. For such a beautiful day. Thank You my Love.
-sighs wistfully- Oh My sweet sweet jonathan.. My beloved darling and pet. The way you describe yesterday is remarkable. Reading it I swear, it sounds too good to be true, yet every minute of it from start to finish was unbelievable pure delight.
ReplyDeleteI have to say... One of My favorite moments was when you grabbed yourself trying desperately to hold your orgasm in...to stop your cum from erupting. I think I giggled. Then, when I removed your hands and said it was alright... watching it shoot across the entire bed as it did... Simply fabulous and very very erotic. I had no idea you'd never orgasmed that hard... I'm glad you enjoyed it.
I knew you could see through the ribbon... didn't particularly care too much, I knew it wasn't well enough to see clearly. I'm thrilled that you kept your eyes closed however. Big smiles at finding that out.
Watching your body move as I played, was entirely too much fun for Me. My favorite.. the toothpick -winks- I can tell you I was biting My lip extremely hard....when I wasn't licking the precum from the tip of your beautiful penis.
I have to be honest a moment.. I love to be pleased orally. Love love love it... I'm extremely self conscious about smells though... how I smell specifically. I mean, I know I don't smell like a fish -plugs nose- I take extreme care of Myself... I just know, that when I do sweat, it can't be entirely pleasant to smell even traces of when one's mouth and nose are all up in My cunt. I did, however, completely and utterly enjoy the state of bliss having you under Me, eating Me as wonderfully as you did. -shivers just thinking about it-
The spooning, was heaven. I too, could have stayed there, fallen asleep with you....-soft sigh-
The cuddles, playing with your so sensitive nipples and hearing you giggle... mmm divine. Laying My head on your chest, listening to you breathe and talk. Watching you talk... your face is so animated when you're passionately talking. -giggles- and the look on your face when I mentioned Adam Lambert... you quite literally pulled away a moment and looked as completely disgusted as possible... it was way too cute. You turn Me on when you talk. I love your face, your voice, your eyes....
The time goes by too quickly when I'm with you. Four hours seems but only a few minutes and then the goodbye....I've never been good at them. I don't like goodbyes. Some are necessary and although difficult I know it's best. Some are easy in a sense because there's no emotions behind it. But goodbyes with you...unbearable.
I pull out of the parking lot quickly, turn up the radio, smooth My hair, redo My makeup... anything to keep My mind from the goodbye itself. If I don't, I might find Myself standing in front of your vehicle.... not allowing you to leave so My heart doesn't have to break. So I'm not left with the deep emptiness for a few hours after you've gone. No, no, I'm not saying it's all not worth it... it truly is. I'm not trying to scare you or make you feel guilty or bad in any way. It's just truth, it's how I feel for a while even after our lunches....
I've never been addicted to any sort of drug but I presume it's what it's like after crashing from a major high of some sort....I
Anyway, yesterday was absolutely wonderful. I quite agree, one of the best times so far. There are many many more times to come though, My love.