Butterflies and schoolgirl giggles

As Mistress' sweet sits here, trying to get some work done before meeting Mistress for the first time, he can't help but feel the nervous anticipation fluttering through his stomach. The constant thought of "it's just a few short ticks before i can bask in the physical presence of the Mistress i yearn for".  Will Mistress enjoy Her property today? Will Her eyes sparkle like they do in Her pictures? Will that devious smile of Her's that i know is always lurking below the surface fall upon Her sweet?

Little schoolgirl giggles float up from inside Her sweet out of no place. A goofy smile can't come off his face. Her sweet is nervous, excited, anxious. To be in the physical presence of Mistress. To be inspected and looked over as She sees Her property for the first time. 

Her sweet is ... Hers. 

Masturbation for Mistress

Her sweet cannot stop thinking about the act. Mistress commanded Her cum slut to strip, kneel and stroke Her cock to eventual completion. He was Her dirty whore in that moment. His audible grunts, were for his Mistress. He can't remember a time when something felt so good. Knowing Mistress requested it. Knowing She was right there, over Her little slut's shoulder. Watching with enthusiasm as each stroke brought Her cock closer to a release. She told Her slut to bring Her cock to orgasm. To milk every bit of Her cum out and display it for Her. Her cum slut's knees were weak and shaky. With that final stroke Her cum poured out. Running over fingers, falling to the floor. He felt very dirty. Very relieved. Very much like his Mistress' perfect little slut. He waited on knees with Her cum beginning to dry on fingers, waiting for the command to clean up. He could feel Mistress' beaming approval. Her enjoyment. She turned Her little sweet into Her grunting slut. Though the sexual aspect is a small part, to be owned in that way, to be used for Mistress' enjoyment, to know that was Her cum falling to the floor and Her cock that was being stroked for Her pleasure ... A very beautiful thing. Thank you my Mistress. All of my future orgasms are claimed by You. 

Morning meditation on Mistress

Mistress gave a command to start meditating on her for ten minutes daily in the morning, facing the East, during the weekdays naked, on my knees. 

Yesterday, was the first time, but it was done clothed as instructed. Today was done for the first time naked. A completely different experience than the first. 

I set my timer, knowing Mistress is very particular about exact amounts of things She asks for. I turned off my ringer on my phone. I shut the door to the room. I turned off the lights. I stripped. I prostrated myself to Mistress. It was religious and filled with small details that will no doubt become routine. A habit. 

As I sat there bowed to the ground, thinking about my Beautiful Mistress, I swear I could feel Her there. I felt Her hand on my head - a reassuring pet. My neck, my shoulders. HER head, neck and shoulders. HER body prostrated and on display. 

I felt Her feet walking around me, stopping in front of me inches from my head. I felt Her hand slowly run the length of my back to my ass. 

In those moments this body that belongs to Mistress began to shake. I wondered if Mistress would smile when She saw that.  Would She get a devilish smirk knowing the effect She was having on me?  Would She reward Her sweet with a punishment or gift?  Would I be able to keep my eyes fixed to Her feet as instructed and not steal a glance at Her beautiful body?

My heart, Mistress' heart, was racing and breathing was heavy. 

As these thoughts poured through my mind, the timer went off. I dutifully stood up, put my clothes back on and went through the rest of my commanded activities. But the thoughts of Mistress still lingered in my head. My owned mind. Property of Mistress. 

Assignment

This morning Mistress tasked her sweet with an assignment. Yesterday, he wasn't as diligent in keeping the schedule Mistress had put together for him. The assignment was simple, write a 100 word essay on the importance of obeying Mistress regarding the schedule. I could not urinate until I had done so. 

I, of course, thought I would be clever and give Mistress more than 100 words. As I was reminded though, this was not what Mistress asked for. 

As I started to whittle down the words, the pressure was building. I was beginning to feel desperate. I knew that there would be further, harsher consequences if I urinated myself. But I also knew that I couldn't hand an essay into Mistress that was less then quality. 

Mistress could have dragged her response out longer, but she did not. I finished up the new draft, sent it to Mistress and she approved. And I was relieved. 

Last night, Mistress mentioned something about two things that her sweet found very intriguing: a piece of jewelry to serve as a constant reminder of her ownership (a collar for all intents and purposes) and a through hole penis plug. I had never heard of the latter. Looking it up online, I find myself both intrigued and nervous about this contraption. But I know Mistress would not do anything to harm her property. So eager anticipation for what Mistress has in mind is replacing the nervousness. 

Thinking about my Beautiful Mistress

Today is my first long golf day of the season. Mistress allowed me to keep my plans and her sweets is very appreciative. As I learn to give up myself to Mistress, I find myself stopping many times to think if I made a decision that was not mine to make. Was there something I missed? 

I have a feeling this will take some getting used to, but I'm really looking forward to the time when it becomes second nature to go to my Mistress for my decision. She's been kind and gracious so far with her allowance of things I have asked for. But it has only been less then a day. I'm certain there will come times when she will say no. Most times out of care and concern for her sweets. Sometimes out of control and making sure I understand and fully appreciate the dominance she holds over me. I secretly look forward to her saying no as I secretly look forward to her punishment - deserved or not. 

Thank you my Beautiful Mistress. 

Exciting day

Today, Mistress presented her pet with a final contract. I signed the contract very willingly and Mistress was gracious enough to provide her pet with a daily schedule of activities and expectations. I am very excited and nervous about this opportunity to serve such a beautiful and caring Mistress as Mistress Manda. She has been so kind and generous thus far and I am looking forward to pleasing her in every way she commands and hopefully putting a smile in her face through my service.