As Mistress' sweet sits here, trying to get some work done before meeting Mistress for the first time, he can't help but feel the nervous anticipation fluttering through his stomach. The constant thought of "it's just a few short ticks before i can bask in the physical presence of the Mistress i yearn for".
Will Mistress enjoy Her property today? Will Her eyes sparkle like they do in Her pictures? Will that devious smile of Her's that i know is always lurking below the surface fall upon Her sweet?Little schoolgirl giggles float up from inside Her sweet out of no place. A goofy smile can't come off his face. Her sweet is nervous, excited, anxious. To be in the physical presence of Mistress. To be inspected and looked over as She sees Her property for the first time.
Her sweet is ... Hers.
I venture to say, hearing you giggle like a schoolgirl would most likely be an amazing sound.
ReplyDeleteyour Mistress had butterflies as well, I've not met with a submissive face to face in two years so it was a bit nerve wracking in that way for Me.... not to downplay the fact that I was nervous about meeting you specifically.
Would the chemical attraction be there face to face? Would My sweet be what he seems to be in our text interactions? Would he find his Mistress as desirable in flesh as she is in text? Will My dominance be evident even in the vanilla world around us? (it usually is but always a bit apprehensive) Will the discussion flow smoothly or will there be gaping silences? Will there be food in My teeth? Will it click? Will the time be enough? Will My own self control stay intact? My own desire be kept at bay? When I touch him how will he respond? (yes I did know I would kiss you, well before hand) Will he enjoy the sensual Domme I am in person as much as he seems to in theory?
Just a few of the things I contemplated and asked Myself all morning. I can answer some of those questions now....
your Mistress, is smitten with Her sweet. Completely and utterly smitten. you are more than I expected, better than a dream. The conversation was interesting, flowing, and easy...and I loved watching you as you spoke.... note... even when looking around I always watched you from the corner of My eye. It clicked, oh mercy did it click, for Me anyway. The time was not enough, in those precious minutes I realized that it would never be enough... but that in itself is a good thing. Keeping My own self control is rarely a problem for Me...I don't lose control... ever. However, I will say, I had to check Myself a few times, I wanted to slip around the other side of the table-pull you to Me- and take you right there on the bench. Being the one I am however, I didn't even touch you till out at the car (other than the hug at our first meeting)... not for lack of desire but more for keeping control.
I will always treasure our first meeting. It was perfect just as it was in every way.
How does Your sweet come up with an adequate reply to that comment? Somehow, i think anything typed would be so much less then. Knowing what you want and defining exactly what you need when you've never seen it ... So very difficult. Maybe even impossible. Mistress and what She brings is everything Her sweet wanted and everything he needed and just never knew. he can feel it already. that kiss ... Unlike any Your sweet has ever experienced. It wasn't just a kiss. It felt like a claim was made. Right there. Property of Mistress. It felt like it in the moment. i know Mistress knew that. When She asked how Her sweet felt and he could barely get the words out ... Sigh. Thank you my Beautiful, Delicious, Desirable and Needed Mistress.
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