Wednesday, May 7, 2014

submissive vs slave - Her sweet' take

Though I never would have thought of myself identifying as a slave, Mistress' post the other day helped guide Her sweet to the correct identification - under Mistress that is. i have always thought of myself as a submissive in this lifestyle. Rules to follow, someone to obey ... But it always more or less ended when the session was over. i never thought I would want or need anything more than that. Then Mistress Manda, the Goddess. 

Under Her short guidance so far, She has helped me to understand the true value of serving someone like Her as a slave. Anything less with Her seems like it would be fairly inadequate and unfulfilling. By giving up myself to Her as Her rightful property, Her sweet has found a level of, excitement yes (i would be lying if i didn't admit that), but more importantly a level of freedom and satisfaction like i've never known in this world. And it's only just beginning. 

i have so much to learn, so much guidance to be given, so much love to get and be given to my Mistress. There are times i have to pinch myself to make sure that it is real. But it is. And more then I could have imagined or known. 

Thank you my Goddess, my Mistress. For Your direction, encouragement and guidance. i have so much to learn from You. 

1 comment:

  1. My sweet scrumptious morsel of goodness mixed with all that is dark and rich and just oh so yummeh.... (I must be hungry for something sweet apparently.... dark chocolate perhaps?? or maybe just you!!) I am stoked -insert momentary stoned voice- that you've taken this journey with Me. No need to worry about not admitting it, if you weren't excited I'd be sad and wonder if this is right for us....and personally, I'm so very glad that I'm not sad and wondering. I've truly enjoyed every moment with you thus far and only have the highest of hopes for days and days and days to come.... well till possibly we are too old to do this anymore.... then I might just kidnap you, tie you up in My bedroom, and keep you there for fun... picking on you cause you're old :P (Me.. I will never age... I'm a vampire Goddess. lol).

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