The penis plug ... Of course :)

So of course this deserves a post today. Absolute truth: i was terrified. When i  met Mistress for our "session", the relief that coursed through my veins was palpable that She didn't ask me to pull it out. Part of me was hoping She had forgotten.  Not for any other reason than a "holy f*ck, that is going on there" ...

And knowing She was requiring it be done today ... i feigned excitement ... But i was truly not looking forward to it. Though of course i would do anything for Mistress. 

Trying to be cool for Mistress, i just dove right in. Here are the instructions, yes Mistress. Ton of lube, yes Mistress. Verbalize what you are feeling, of course Mistress. Scared as hell the whole time. Would i push it in wrong? Too hard? Would i have some crazy thing inside me the no one else has and cut myself open bleeding profusely for weeks - all these crazy, crazy thoughts. 

To my surprise as it slid slowly inside me, I thought, really, this easy. Even as it hit more difficult spots, I thought, but still - pretty easy. But my god, when it was three quarters in i was freaking inside. There was a moment when i almost begged Mistress to stop and try another time. But You were so kind and patient. i couldn't let you down or meet your patience with crying and running away like a toddler. 

When it finally slid into place i was so happy and proud that i did it. But more pleased that i was able to follow Mistress' instructions successfully. 

Seeing Her face as i stroked myself under Her command ... i will never forget that look. It was amazing. i so wish i could have cum for her. 

Though even as i write this now, there is some moderate soreness, i am looking forward to putting it in again tomorrow for You. Because i know it pleases You. And i so love pleasing You my Mistress. Muah.