Why does life get in the way of things you need? It seems on face value to be an oxymoron. Isn't life necessities and not really wants? Shouldn't necessities always trump other things.
But there is the rub of it. Priorities. Some needs overpower others. Like the need to go to the bathroom vs the need to eat. Using the restroom will always come first, because you can't do the latter comfortably without doing the former.
Does this mean Mistress is a lower priority need? Her sweet doesn't think so. Some things have to be dealt with first, but that doesn't mean the others aren't a constant in your mind. Knowing that Mistress is right there at all times, that i answer to her at all times, that She allows other needs to take place first with the understanding that She still maintains control. Knowing that She understands that without taking care of a few needs first, Her sweet cannot truly enjoy the main need - Her ... All if this leads this lowly slave to understand that, as much as it truly, truly sucks that other needs come "first" sometimes, Mistress is the ultimate need. She is the ultimate necessity. She is the constant in his mind. he now lives to serve Her.
I say 'life happens' frequently because it does... I, of all people, know how it can be to desire only one thing but then life gets busy, takes us in directions away from that one desire for a while. If I were prone to jealousy, insecurity, or unhealthy neediness I wouldn't like the separation but as it were I am not one to get jealous easy, I am secure in My place as your Mistress, and although I need you (and yes I do need you My sweet...greatly) it's not at such a level that I cannot understand when something or someone else takes precedence.
ReplyDeleteI know that even in that precedences over Myself... I'm the compass by which you direct your life... the Moon that gives you light in your darkened nights... the Sun that shines during your days... the Goddess you worship with your submission.
-chuckles snorts- ok ok... rereading that I heard some cosmic narration voice and had to laugh. Although it's true, I sound much more 'narrotorial' in text than I do in person... and I just coined a new word seems spellcheck has it underlined in bright red... lol